IT WAS AN EMERGENCY...

That moment when it becomes an emergency to see change.That moment when you don't care how it happens, you just know that it gotta happen.  We all come to that point when enough is enough...we just can't live the way we use to...and we can careless about what gets lost in the process. Oh yea...I've been there and I'm still there...after spending years of going through the same things...worrying about the same things...my heart MADE A 911 call  to God for change. He answered me with a simple question "WHAT ARE YOU WILLING TO GIVE UP?"...you see to change you have to be willing to let go of somethings. My answer to God was whatever you tell me Lord...Your will and not my own. Months later I lost my church family, my house, my pride, my business location, my relationship, I found out ppl weren't really who they claim to be, and all I could say was dang God for real. During the time God was changing things I was numb and the only thing I could do was trust God. Years of things being exactly the same and in two month the bottom fell out of my life. Years of building a certain kind of life and now God is starting me all over. Now He has put me at a place where I can prosper in Him. I'm at a place where everyone made that same 911 call in the spirit. Our lives are no longer about us or our accomplishments but it all about Him. My life is no longer tied to emotions and ppl but it's tied to God's will for my life whatever that my be. He's rebuilding my life and I've  learned more, loved more, smiled more, worshipped more, praised more, laughed more, rejoiced more in 5 month then I have in the 30 years I've been on this earth. *SINGING* my life is not my own...to you I belong...I give myself, I give myself to you....I give myself away...so you can use me...THE BEST CALL I EVER MADE thanking God for being on the main line....