IT WAS AN EMERGENCY...

That moment when it becomes an emergency to see change.That moment when you don't care how it happens, you just know that it gotta happen.  We all come to that point when enough is enough...we just can't live the way we use to...and we can careless about what gets lost in the process. Oh yea...I've been there and I'm still there...after spending years of going through the same things...worrying about the same things...my heart MADE A 911 call  to God for change. He answered me with a simple question "WHAT ARE YOU WILLING TO GIVE UP?"...you see to change you have to be willing to let go of somethings. My answer to God was whatever you tell me Lord...Your will and not my own. Months later I lost my church family, my house, my pride, my business location, my relationship, I found out ppl weren't really who they claim to be, and all I could say was dang God for real. During the time God was changing things I was numb and the only thing I could do was trust God. Years of things being exactly the same and in two month the bottom fell out of my life. Years of building a certain kind of life and now God is starting me all over. Now He has put me at a place where I can prosper in Him. I'm at a place where everyone made that same 911 call in the spirit. Our lives are no longer about us or our accomplishments but it all about Him. My life is no longer tied to emotions and ppl but it's tied to God's will for my life whatever that my be. He's rebuilding my life and I've  learned more, loved more, smiled more, worshipped more, praised more, laughed more, rejoiced more in 5 month then I have in the 30 years I've been on this earth. *SINGING* my life is not my own...to you I belong...I give myself, I give myself to you....I give myself away...so you can use me...THE BEST CALL I EVER MADE thanking God for being on the main line....   

DISTRACTIONS....

For some It takes one second to forget all about whats important...one second to make the worst decision of their life. Being distracted from our purpose is a serious situation. Its so many things that can take us off our course...NEWS FLASH PPL...it all stems from the desires of our own hearts. We can't truly be distracted if we don't in some way want whats distracting us. Only the strong survive but even they fall prey to their hearts desires. What I've learned and learning is to clean up my heart. I decided that I want what God wants for me...I begin to desire God's heart. Although there are some things that the flesh wants and I mean really wants...that doesn't mean we have to give into the distractions of our flesh...What's so awesome about God is He'll give us the strength to withstand our flesh if we desire it...uh huh...thats the key we have to desire it! Desire to not be distracted by anyone or anything, desire God's will for your life, desire God's incredible keeping power. Make your desires pure so that you won't be tempted by the ways of this world....the bible says God will give us our hearts desires... WHAT'S PURER THEN THE HEART OF GOD!?!?!?!

THE WEIGHT OF THE WORLD....

Everybody has that moment when you feel like its all on you...that moment when you feel like no mistakes can be made. Why do we feel like the weight of the world is on our shoulders? Honestly I never asked to be an example...but here I am making decisions that will affect generations. In this journey I've learn to suck it up...stop crying...pick up my cross and bear it...you've been chosen. To be chosen is to be trusted, set apart from the others....sanctified. God chooses us because He knows we're capable of doing the right thing. Who knew? Rite! I had to come to the realization that I'm in no way carrying the weight of the world Jesus Christ carried it all. I realized that I'm Christ like and some of the things that Jesus experienced I would have to experience them  for His name sake. Sometimes we are the only bible that people see and what we do, what we say, and how we react can draw them closer to God or drive them away. As Christian we have a responsibility to share the word, to testify about God's goodness and mercy. This journey is a sacrifice and sometimes sacrifice causes pressure...but remember God wouldn't have chosen us if we couldn't handle a little pressure....