WHY WE DO IT.....

Everyday we get up and live our life...whatever that may be. We're making constant moves toward our future...we're people with a purpose. Praise God!!!! I finally figured out why I'm here...now if I could just stay focused. This focus thing has been popping up lately. I finally love what I do...finally I somewhat found a balance in between work and play...that still needs a little work but anyway...life is moving along. There has been a bit of a situation though, I learned that I care about what people think........pulse for dramatic affect.....I KNOW RITE!!!.....who knew (smh). Its true...Its true...I care...I feel like its OK to care to a certain degree. It's so important not to get caught up in what the world thinks of us. Simply because the world is so inconsistent with their feelings. One minute you can be on top of the world and everybody loves you...the next minute your stretched out underneath it. Although in one way or another we want people to be happy and excited about what we do...but that's not always the case. We can't depend on people for unconditional support and love that only God can give. We have to stay focused on why we do what we do. God called us for a purpose and in most case it's not to be popular. There's a reason for hardship...and there's a reason why we push pass it. If we only look at whats in front of  us good or bad we would miss the bigger picture. By all means except the compliments, the smiles, and gifts....but don't forget why you do what you do. The world  compliments, smiles, and gifts can end with one bad move or a simple mistake...but there is a God that knows all about us the good, the bad, and the ugly. WOW RITE! knowing all that He knows about us He still decided to die so that we may live. I don't know about you but I care more about what God thinks... I desire His approve. He's the only one that can handle the good and bad about his people...and still dish out unconditional love. The big head has never been flattering...focus people its not about us we're just the vessels used for something so amazing....To God be the glory....that's why we do what we do.

Genuine....

Nobody what's to stay the same...seriously we're looking for more and most of us would do whatever it takes to get it. Patience has lead me to this topic today...sometimes we can want change so badly that we start a process of our own. We take out things that we don't think we need and begin to add things that we think we want. In all things dealing with change I suggest that you SEEK GOD!!!! Try His process, God changes things from the inside out. He digs deep for the root of the problem, and once it's surfaced He deals with it piece by piece. You see how patient He is....God I can't wait til I'm there...but anyway. Prepare to never be the same when God changes you it's forever. He will give you wisdom and understanding about your own life. Your mind and heart will be open to a new way of acceptance and change. When we start a process of change without God's help it can quickly become a disaster. Even something as simple as a diet change...because we don't know the root of the problem how can we even begin fixing it. Genuine change comes from research. We need to know what happen at the beginning that causes us to act or react this way. Research comes from God...He knows our history, He knows every reason, He has the answer to every question that we can possibly have about ourselves. Remember He's a all knowing God, He knew you, all about you before the foundation of the world. God desires for us to be real, relatable, transparent, and honest. How can we be that if we don't know who we are? If we don't know the changes that need to be made or even why we need to make them? If we want to make genuine, honest, and real changes in our life...we must go to a God that's all 3...

HURRY UP AND WAIT...

Patience...ugh...I thought I had it all under control but it seems to me that I keep starting over with this lesson. Soooo frustrating....to my defense once I get the things that I want so many ppl will benefit from it...uhh what's that you say: "that's no excuse to be crazy"...I hear ya... I'm learning this tedious lesson and it's building my trust in God. God knows that my trust in Him is the only way I could make it...I'm learning to praise my way through these hair pulling moments. The thing that we have to remember is that God is in control...He's a all knowing God...He knows the way we take. We have to trust His plan. God always gives us a snip-bit of our future....that little bit of hope that drives us to keep going. So we jet out running to the light at the end of the tunnel...but we didn't get the memo that sometimes we won't see the light. Then we realize that it's so important to remember the snip-bit...it's so important to keep going because what God showed us is worth it...the tears...the sacrifice...it's so worth it...if we can just hold on a little bit longer. The race is not given to the swift but to the one who endures it. God has not forgot don't be tricked by this lesson...God is not a man that He should lie...what He showed us is true...and our life awaits us...but our patience will strengthens us...let's be honest no one has a clue of what lies ahead...Let's make a pack to trust the one that does...